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About Me Member Long-Time Deviant demonsaintdanteMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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1 Year

Wed Oct 7, 2009, 1:45 PM
It has been a long time since I have posted anything in this. It has not been what I would consider a prize year for me.

You spend a year trapped in an apartment you do not want to be in with people that were once close friends. You get through it and think yourself a better person. You survived people bailing, you survived people not paying their bills, you survived a cheating girlfriend and going to a school that you don’t really like. You struggled through it and thought yourself a better and stronger person because you held onto your morals.

Don't get me wrong, for the most part I am on good terms with all of them. We have all been through a lot and I am sure we have all come out changed.

Then the year comes to an end and you listen to people say things that are difficult to hear. You get through proud of who you have become. Knowing there is a long road ahead and that there is still much room for improvement but that you are a better person. Then people begin to tell you that you have not changed at all and you are no better then you were a year ago. But can they really look at you and see what you have become or what you have been through? I don’t think they can, I know that I cannot determine that from looking at them.

You get yelled at, beaten down and judged not by your successes but by your failures. They take the moments that you were at your weakest and say that you are not human. Maybe they are right. What kind of man are you to be judged during the good times, it’s the bad times that people show who they really are.

A whole year has passed since the beginning of all this and I have become an angry and emotional person who is still trying to cling to his old belief. Treat people with respect and kindness and even those that dislike you will do the same. Maybe it’s an outdated principle. Maybe I am outdated.

  • Listening to: Owl City: Firefly
  • Reading: Atlus Shrugged
  • Watching: Where the wild things are trailer
  • Playing: pokemon Green
  • Eating: BBQ Meatballs
  • Drinking: water

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  • Current Residence: Boston, MA
  • Interests: RPG, RTS, SHorror, DnD, FPS,
  • Favourite movie: Legend
  • Favourite band or musician: Despairs Ray
  • Favourite genre of music: heavy metal, rock, industrial
  • Favourite artist: Demonshadows
  • Favourite poet or writer: George Orwell
  • Favourite photographer: another_Scene
  • Favourite style of art: Digital
  • Operating System: Mac OS X
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen Vision
  • Shell of choice: Still have no idea what this means?
  • Wallpaper of choice: i dont have wall paper on my house
  • Skin of choice: skin? the kind im wearing right now...
  • Favourite game: I want Orange Box, and FF Crisis Core
  • Favourite gaming platform: playstation3
  • Favourite cartoon character: edd from ed,edd, and eddy or Gaz from Invader Zim
  • Personal Quote: you gave me life now show me how to live -audioslave
  • Tools of the Trade: Trying

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:iconstaceyowens:
Hey there, thank you so much for watching; I'm so very glad you enjoy me and my work! :flirty:
Your gallery is very interesting indeed - I had an extremely pleasant time perusing it, thank you! :)

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thanks for the watch and the favs!

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thanks for the favs & watch! :)
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thank you for the watch, love. :heart:
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thanks alot for the watch :D

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Thanks for the favs!!
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Thank you for your support! (offers fantastic pancakes and crispy bacon)

There's always more where that came from, keep on coming back when you're around!

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Thanks again!
-Sean

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